Can I love without obsession? These bouts of self doubt are getting worse. All the time become so bad I can't even face you. These days I'm feeling more alone all the time. My body aches. My dreams are getting darker. There's no salvation. I'm burning alive, hoping for one thing. My thoughts are dropping like gravity all the time. I'd like to open my eyes to see daylight and not hurt from thoughts of dashed hopes all night. My body aches. There's no salvation. There's no salvation. I curse this body, this mind, this spirit.